Getting Closer

Well being off the computer for a week has been good to me. It's made me think, connect, improve, and stay true to myself. This week I realized things about myself that I hadn't really realized before. I realized I need to improve the little things and some big things in my life. Some little things, not falling asleep on the couch. Big things, my attitude and motivation. I also had a great week with what has happened at church this week. It's been so powerful and has left me in awe on how the power of God has affected me. I used to be blind but I've opened my eyes.

It was consecration week and also prophetic weekend. What they spoke about and what is still speaking in my heart, has hit be like a semi going 70 on the freeway. It's now something that I'm not just chasing but I have finally found it. The Holy Spirit as filled me so much I don't know how much more I can have. I have pressed in and been feeling things and getting things spoke to about that has been helping me so much. Like my attitude, I've been working on so hard, I feel like I've been a laborer for years and years on end, but I see that I can't take every bad thing personally or someone else's attitude personally anymore. I just have to blow it off and not really get mad about it.

It seems like I've been holding myself back for so long, but it was something that one of the men that were guest's preached about today that stuck out to me like a neon yellow construction shirt. It was simple and yet I never realized how simple it was. Be bold. That was it and it hit me, I can't hold myself back anymore because if I do how am I giving glory to God when I can't raise my hands in church or talk about my relationship with Him. I've been needing this for so long and now that it's hit me, I can't even put it into words except I will seek Him and press in because I need more of Him. I am improving and it's going to powerful when I fulfill what the Lord wants me to do. I am His vessel to do what He has laid out for me.

One God, One Love, One Way.